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the new name is: xthedottedlinex

see ya later, have a good day, its not quite done yet, but im workin on it...

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[	Current Music	|	Far- Man Overboard	]

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<table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'><tr><td><img src='http://images.quizfarm.com/1105227933opivy.gif'></td><td> You scored as <b>Operation Ivy</b>. You should listen to Operation Ivy.

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[	Current Mood	|	crazy	]
[	Current Music	|	Family Guy...	]

Prospective Employer: So Peter where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Peter: (*thinking* Dont say doin your wife, dont say doin your wife, dont say doin your wife).... doin your.... son....
Prospective Employer: *Extremely disturbed look on his face for about 20 seconds.*

-Family Guy

So yeah I got the Freakin Sweet Collection, which is a collection of the 5 best Family Guy episodes ever. Im pretty happy about that. Tonight was pretty cool, we watched Ashes of Eminence, which is Jordan Krepps band and they are freaking amazing, I love them. We are going to have a show with them very soon. The funny part was a rap band went on after them, and for like 45 minutes before that there was nothing but dance music, so yeah it was pretty hilarious. (it was like me, Jason, Bobby, Scott, and Jenn) so yeah im sure you just immagine... well Im gonna go.... CHECK YA LATER

...I GOT BLISTAS ON ME FINGAS!!!!!!!!

[	Current Mood	|	cheerful	]
[	Current Music	|	Every Time I Die	]

hotdogfunnybuns: whatr you doing friday night
xCRO55myHeartx: it depends i might not be doing anything because i might still be grounded from the speeding ticket thing
hotdogfunnybuns: o yeha
hotdogfunnybuns: i forgot about htat
hotdogfunnybuns: howd that happen
xCRO55myHeartx: simple i got pulled over lol
hotdogfunnybuns: you shouldve made it cool
hotdogfunnybuns: like drove away as the cop came up to talk to you
hotdogfunnybuns: or hit him
hotdogfunnybuns: then drive away
xCRO55myHeartx: hahahahahahhaa
hotdogfunnybuns: roll down your window...then when he tries to ask for your stuff....roll it up
hotdogfunnybuns: hahahhaa
xCRO55myHeartx: hahahahhaa
xCRO55myHeartx: i love you

God I love Corey!

I just ordered a new guitar, want to see it, either wait for the next show, or ask me over aim.

[	Current Mood	|	content	]
[	Current Music	|	old Underoath	]

Well today I got a lot of money... I cashed in my Certificate of Deposite... and yeah... I have lots of money now. My head is fixed, im really happy about that. I got to spend a little time out of the house tonight, and stuff... nothing too major, but yeah atleast I wasnt stuck here the whole evening. Uh anyway... I dont have much else to update on... Go here tho www.purevolume.com/chiodos, the will kill your soul. Im really stuck on what im gonna do for a new guitar... I think Im gonna wait till i have the money for the SG i have always wanted... so yeah... Its wierd, I have the money, but I guess what I want is the security of a job to fall back on for the money if an emergency happens. Like the money I have at my desposal right now is for emergencies... so yeah, I just dont want to screw myself over (again). But who knows, I might just get the damn thing...

Later...

[	Current Mood	|	lonely	]
[	Current Music	|	zolof the rock n roll destroyer- moment	]

Run far away from what you have created.
You have created this drama.
You're Dancing around the truth.
My God rain down power.
My God rain down fire.
War.
With these diamonds you cut your throat.
Code red. Cut throat victim.
The outside looks so good.
It is so simple and yet they don't find.
It is so simple and yet they don't mind.
The tragedy is the ignorance behind the clean casket.
On the outside they look so good.
They're walking to wall street in a straight jacket.
-Norma Jean

Im fucking lonely...

KILL

BORED

BORED

[	Current Mood	|	cranky	]
[	Current Music	|	Norma Jean- The Shotgun Message	]

Dead at Daybreak-

shotgun telegram, find her heart well. Let her know how happy I am, and that everything is fine. When the world is crumbling around me. Your love is a game of rulet, so stick this gun in your mouth, and listen to the chambers click away like a drummer keeping time. Sing me the chorus of the last love song, as I lay dying in this field of flowers. Replicated hearts, melded with fake emotions, battery powered lonliness. 2x2 came the randrops as they fell on my head, 4x4 came the tears as the fell to my bed. Id go through hell for you, Id sleep and never wake up just to know your smiling. Moments in the dark where hand toutched hand, and fire couldnt stop us. Now I am gone, Now I am done, dead at the depot before daybreak. I need you, but your lips are locked around someone elses neck. I am drained, so full of pain, never again will my hand be in yours. Click, Click...

yeah I wrote it, yeah its sad, yeah fuck off...

[	Current Mood	|	extremely depressed	]
[	Current Music	|	THURSDAY- Jet Black New Year	]

HAPPY FREAKIN NEW YEAR

This year will be, better than the last...

[	Current Mood	|	HULKIFY BITCH!	]
[	Current Music	|	MCR (all of their first album while filling this out)	]

[ Current Clothes ] Boxers... thats it
[ Current Mood ] remincent
[ Current Music ] Murder By Death- Killbot 2000
[ Current Taste ] Chocolate
[ Current Hair ] bed-head (and its 4 oclock)
[ Current Annoyance ] I have one arm pit that stinks, and the other smells fine... its wierd
[ Current CD in CD Player] Thursday- Waiting
[ Current DVD in player] Hellfest 2003
[ Current Worry ] 200 dollar speeding ticket...

LAST PERSON...
[ You Talked to ] Some chick on AIM, I forget her name already...
[ You Hugged ] Tabitha... I think...
[ You Instant messaged ] Uh... Jess Sisti I think...
[ You Yelled At ] Scott Siikanen yesterday for bringing me down about the speeding ticket

FAVORITE...
[ Candy ] Skittles hands down
[ TV Show ] Seinfeld, Family Guy, Histories Mysteries...
[ Movie ] Shawshank redemption, SLC Punk, Underworld....
[ Dance ] Windmill... and other hardcore moves... the chicken dance... the grocery shopper...

ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] When I need to be...
[ Open-minded ] I try to be as best I can... but there are always those little things that people do that make me go, "wtf..?"
[ Insecure ] nope... not really, used to be about my land mine field of a back, but ive grown to accept that as part of me.
[ Interesting ] Uh... how the fuck am I supposed to answer this, I dont know if Im interesting, someone post a comment on whether or not I am...
[ Random ] I can be...
[ Hungry ] always hungry for a Big Mac Meal.
[ Friendly ] If you catch me in the right mood I can be down right flirty... whether you are a guy or girl ;)
[ Smart ] No
[ Moody ] I can be...
[ Childish ] Once again it all depends on the mood, Im a very destructive person, I like to break things lol.
[ Hard working ] If Im getting paid for the job Im doing.
[ Organized ] HAHA whats organized?
[ Healthy ] I eat a lot of fast food... so Im guessing no...
[ Emotionally Stable ] Hmm... honestly, I dont think I am...
[ Shy ] If Im around someone I like a lot and they dont know I like them a lot, but once again if im in a certain mood it could be the exact oposite.
[ Difficult ] I guess I can be... but everyone can.
[ Bored Easily ] If Im not with my friends yes.
[ Messy ] I can be... I guess, once again Im destructive. 
[ Thirsty ] not at the moment
[ Responsible ] I can be, but for the most part about cleaning and such no..
[ Obsessed ] Im obsessed with how stupid people can be.... even myself...
[ Angry ] Yes... not all the time, but I have an "Anger Problem"
[ Sad ] when I think about certain things... like the past, or listen to certain songs... that remind me of the past... yeah it sucks
[ Happy ] I can be... and am about certain things
[ Hyper ] once again it depends on the mood... when Im on stage Im like a freaking 8 year old with ADD who hasnt had his riddlin.
[ Trusting ] Maybe too much... I dont know, maybe...
[ Talkative ] It depends on the subject and once again my mood.

HAVE YOU EVER..
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] Yep
[ Been in love ] Yes.
[ Cried when someone died ] Honestly no.... I havent.... Im wierd about death.
[ Lied ] I think everyone has atleast a few times in their life.

WHICH IS BETTER..
[ Coke or pepsi ] Neither... Joes Chocolate Soda is #1 in my book, but coke if I had to chose, I hate corporate sodas.
[ Flowers or candy] candy... flowers are stupid
[ Tall or short ] SHORT.

WITH THE (OPPOSITE) SEX..
[what do you notice first?] Height, and Eyes... hair.
[last person you slow danced with] I dont remember... Michelle probubly
[worst question to ask] I dont know, I dont get embarassed to easily...

WHO..
[makes you laugh the most?] Bobby and Barry
[makes you smile] Dana
[makes you blush] No one...

DO YOU EVER..
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to IM you?] I have... but not on a normal evening and havent for a long time.
[save aol/aim conversations] wtf is the point
[cry because of what someone said?] Nope... I take it in stride.

Yes Or No:
x. Do you keep a diary: I have a Journal... that spans about 1 year on and off and 3 relationships... its depressing as fuck
x. Do you like to cook: in culinary arts... my group rules.
x. Do you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Yep...
x. Do you believe in love: In a sense.... its something I struggle with, I think about it too much at times and upset myself because I cant figure it out.

Do You...?
Have any crushes: yes
Want to get married: yeah definately, no kids though.
Get motion Sickness: Nope... but I hate rollercoasters.
Think you're a health freak: no... remember all I eat is fast food.
Get along with your parents: for the most part... but there are little moments where im sure they would love to ring my neck.
Like thunderstorms: I love sitting in a parked car and listening to rain on the roof... or in a cabin with a tin roof... thunder storms are so cool, quite possably the best natural ocurance there is.

Sign: Tarus...
Natural hair color: Brown
Current hair color: Blond...
Eye colour: green.
Birthplace: Lewishit, Pa.

( FAVOURITES )
Numbers: wtf... 33 i guess...
Colours: brown lol
Day: friday nights....
Month: June, July, August, September... October rawks my face off too...
Season: Summer and Autumn

( PREFERENCES )
Cuddle or make out? cuddling rawks... but so does making out, so its a tie..
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? chocolate milk hands down.
Milk, dark, or white chocolate? Hersheys Milk Chocolate with Almonds
Vanilla or chocolate? Chocolate

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU... )
Cried? nope
Helped someone? Yes... Tabitha and Sean.
Bought something? nope
Gotten sick? mentally? yeah...
Gone out for dinner? nope
Said "I love you"? I dont think... to my parents last night before I went to bed so yeah...
Written a real letter? nope
Talked to an ex? Yep
Missed an ex? Yep
Written in a journal? lol, this one
Had a serious talk? yes
Missed someone? Yes
Hugged someone? Yeperz
Fought with your parents? Not really... just got yelled at for the speeding ticket... didnt really think it was a good idea to fight it.
Fought with a friend? no...
Name 5 bands/singers you listen to: Thursday, My Chemical Romance, At The Drive-In, Derringer, Me Without You.

Would You Ever~
1. Eat a bug? Not purposely
2. Bungee jump? maybe some day
3. Kill someone? If I knew I could get away with it.
4. Kiss someone of the same sex? Yea.
5. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no... definately no
6. Parachute from a plane? maybe.. who knows
7. Be a vegetarian? no
8. Wear plaid with stripes? yeah just to be an ass... I think I have already actually.
9. IM a stranger? not unless the im me first.
10. Sing karaoke? no
11. Get drunk off your ass? no
12. Star in a porn video? nope
13. Dye your hair? yes, it sorta is now... I want it black though.
14. Be on Survivor? hahahahahahahahahahaha no, its all fake.
15. Wear makeup in public? maybe... eyeliner would be the furthes id go though.
16. Make someone cry? not on purpose... unless they make me mad extremely, then id feel bad for making them cry though..
17. Call your math teacher a futhermucker? no what kind of question is that
18. Kick a baby? once again what kind of question is that, no
19. Date someone more than ten years older than you? Kate Beckensdale
20. Cuss out a priest? lol if it was more than 200 miles from my house yes lol.
21. Take a job as a janitor? yea...
22. Stay up all through the night? in the past week ive done that like 5 times.
23. Drink straight espresso? yes... its good. not too much though, headaches come with too much of that shit.

[	Current Mood	|	depressed	]
[	Current Music	|	Blink 182- Going Away to College	]

Well, a lot has happend the last few days. None of it good really. The other night on the way home from Soltilo (which is the whole way in the middle of nowhere), me, Jenn Zook, and Evan Bulick got into an accident. I didnt see a sharp turn and we flew off the road and took out a sign that said keep right. It was pretty funny actually... No damage to the car, or anyone else inside the car for that matter. So yeah that was good. The bad thing happened yesterday, I got a citation for going 110 mph in a 55... and I dont even normally speed, and the first time I do it in like 6 months, I get caught. I know I shouldnt speed, but everyone speeds, especaially when they are late for something. I was late meeting FSM at Country Kitchen, and decided I should go a little faster to get there on time. At first when the guy was like, you were going 110 in a 55 I was thinking, wtf my car can go 110? I didnt know this because my spedometer only goes to 85 then it stops.... so yeah I had no idea how fast I was going in the long and short of it. This sucks because I got grounded and cant do anything tonight. My parents werent as mad as I thought they would be actually, it kinda surprised me. They were just like, pay for it, and for the time being you cant go anywhere. (but if you know my parents you know that you are welcome to come here to visit me when Im grounded, so yeah feel free to stop in!) The show last night was amazing, FSM did extremely well, and everyone enjoyed their set. Everyone did very well, and I personally would like to say thank you for rocking your hearts out. But yeah you know how it goes, there always has to be drama... this time a guy came in from outside and started beating on Bryce Yetter... it was like oh come on everything has been cool up until this, why does this have to happen now. And it happened right in the middle of Veto This' set. Then another bad thing happened to them and the stack they were using caught fire sorta... it was wierd because all this smoke started coming out of the back of the head, and it was like holy shit! Yeah it definately was an interesting way to end the show.

<3 Goodbye

Why does it feel the same to fall in love or break it off?

[	Current Mood	|	wow hes freakin out....	]
[	Current Music	|	onelinedrawing- we had a deal	]

So I just got back from Seans. We watched my Hellfest DVD.

Its cool... being on the "other side of the fence" so to speak, and seeing a friend be happy. I went over to Seans looking for him, and his dad said he was at Tabithas grandparents house. So I went down to Tabs grandparents house after I got back from my grandparents house and then we left there and went back to Seans... Does today not feel like christmas to anyone else???? Am I all alone in this one???? Maybe...? Like I said in the last entry, I hate growing up. For christ sake I didnt even wake up this morning for christmas, and Im always the first one up... I guess Im just losing that part of the child in me..

A christmas story has been on all day on TBS... god I loathe that movie. (that means I hate it with an extreme passion) 24 fucking hours of it to boot. Thank god for the remote controll. I have 269 dollars right now... and after my car insurance, and gas... that should leave me with like 176... With that and parts of my next paychecks Ive decided Im going to get a Fender Telecaster. Yes thats right, the SG man has a soft spot for Tele's also... Im shooting for a sunburst one...

<3

[	Current Mood	|	EMO	]
[	Current Music	|	Thursday Fet: Lead singer of Far: Mother Mary	]

Merry Chrismas Everyone!

why did I make everyone brown...? oh well lol.

I have come to the realization that today is just like every other day... we just get off from school. This is sad to realize simply because this is my last christmas at home most likely... I got the usual stuff, a few shirts, a calendar.. and my cab of course... and Thursdays first cd, Waiting. I didnt have the enthusiasm I have had in years past. Is this growing up? If this is growing up... it sucks worse than I expected... Last night I spent some time with Dana and it was cool, she got me the Hellfest 2003 DVD and a Nora shirt I wanted.. YAY! And apple shampoo and a picture of her framed lol. Yeah it was cool, I gave her the ring I bought her too.. its pretty cool.. she was surprised, and yeah it was cool...

We got a x-mas present from our sponsor Die Pig Die! A bunch of new shirts and stickers, and I got this rad army hat that has the DPD logo on the one side. Yeah... anyway.. im gonna let you go do your christmas thing now... later.

<3